FALL AT YOUR FEET

It’s haunting me inside,

The day I try so hard to hide…

Memories flood my mind,

They make peace so hard to find

I close my eyes and call Your name,

But it’s hard to find You just the same…

I’ve only got myself to blame,

Pain burns in me like a flame.

Each day brings me closer to You,

Still the truth eludes me

They say You’re more than enough,

So why, for me, is it so rough?

Why does letting go have to be so tough?

I’m desperate for You, I really am

Won’t You come and hold my hand?

Won’t You help me stand?

Monsters from the deep,

Makes it hard to fall asleep

Are Your words words that I can keep?

I’m further ahead but no further along

How could it all go so wrong?

Where did all the dreams go?

Seems like the laughter comes too slow,

And I don’t know how to find Your grace,

And I don’t know how to see Your face!

I don’t know what to say…

Would it matter anyway?

All the things that I have done,

So many things done wrong…

Can you help me put the past away and move on?

Seems like I’ve gotten stuck

Remembering the mud and the muck

Too many tears have fallen

Can the past ever be forgotten?

I know if I can ever find You

I will find the truth

The scars and death we face,

Things to put behind us every day…

I long to fall at Your feet, to be complete

To feel Your arms take hold of me

To touch Your wounded hands,

To finally understand…

Until then let the wind take me away

Find me a place to stay

Make sense of the language of my soul

Take control and let me dance

Oh God, my God

My God of the second chance

I lift my eyes and see You comin’

Oh, and so precious, You are runnin’!

Come to me my Love,

Come to me

And please, oh please, will You let me dance?

Oh God, will You let me dance?

To dance the dance of the forgiven?

To finally understand what it is to be livin,

It’s Heaven and it’s finally livin’

Oh yeah, the dance of the forgiven…