By Michelle Secord
8/11/2018
She makes her home in lonliness,
And her hearts a mess....
Used and tossed away like an old toy
She’s been depleted of all her joy...
The pain is raging back, under attack;
Pain like liquid fire burning hot throughout my body
No strength to fight
Inside... who she was is wearing out
Nobody wants to know her deepest fears, feelings or longings,
Because it adds on to “their own stress and dealings with strife”
She is number one in noones life
She is not even a beloved wife!
Always on the edge of strife and fights
No understanding, no effort, she is invisible.
She wants to spread her wings and fly to the west to the Pacific Ocean
And the place she loves best! To the ocean where she is so at peace. Such a release. Please Lord, one more time please?