Let This be Our Deliverance!

O LORD! hear my plea! 

Please O Lord, come and rescue me;

But You O Lord are a shield around me...

I cry to You from Your holy mountain;

And You will be to me as a living fountain

Father, show me Your heart

Indeed, never let us be apart

Fill my soul with Your words that give me life...

I'm so ready to come to You as Your bride...

I cry to You from Your holy mountain

And You shall be to me as a living fountain...

I lay down to sleep for You stand watching over me...

Alas Lord, rescue me so that all will see and glorify Your holy name;

Cause the unbeliever to praise You with hands lifted high & a sweet refrain to our Lord up in the sky

Lord, I cry to You from Your holy mountain;

And You will be to me as a living  fountain! 

Great and marvelous are Your mighty works for Your children Lord! 

Come to us with Your double edged sword! 

Thank You Lord for Your amazing passion for the lost, so fervent Your love falling down on us from above

ISIS MUST BE STOPPED!

THIS LETTING GO

She is walking down a road that I cannot follow...it's so hard; this letting go!

So many things that I don't know...

Every conversation feels like a boxing match, can't say anything right...always a fight...only speaking when spoken to. This letting go is so full of pain! 

We once were so close...God this hurts so much 

Never had to wonder what was or wasn't true...Lord I don't know what to do....

Just haven't got a clue! 

Life at times feels like a war, but I've no idea what we're fighting about...

Yes, the little girl inside is gone...and I don't know what wrong I might have done....every question is a nag; 

Tossed aside like a worn out rag...help me Lord, show me the path, don't want another attack...God I want her back!

But I relinquish her totally into Your hands

Because You understand....and because she is more your than me...

Please bring her back to you and make sure she follows your truth! 

May her heart be brought back to you Lord! Make her path in Your way and Your time! Make her first choice You forever! 

May her heart be softened 

that she can always hear Your voice

Thank you Lord for such a gift! 

M. Secord4/15

Lost

I'm lost here without you, so much love to give but you hold me at arms length. What do I go with that sapping my strength? When did the passion die, and why??!

It just makes me cry...,feels like it's a goodbye...

What can I do to make you kiss me? That special one that only you have?

I used to be able to find you in the dark, and oh the Sparks! Please turn around and look at me, what do you see? Do you not know I long to just be held? 

We used to meld..,, as one flesh....now it seems like you have no desire for me, got us. You tell me you love me then question why I make myself look pretty for you, you make  it sound LIKE its a stupid thing to do...instead of telling me I'm still beautiful to you, so now I doubt all that I do. Not having you put your hands on my skin is a game you don't want to play anymore. 

My heart is so sore and I don't want to let you down so I've stopped asking. But I miss you and your touch and it leaves me starved for loving and touching you..God, the memories are torture, and I just can't be sure how you really feel. We used to be on the same page and it cannot just be age that keeps you away from me. Do you know the physical ache left behind; sometimes I think I'll lose my mind from wanting you, but I guess at this point it's time to just let you go..maybe someday you'll want to hold me again, just can't see when. I miss you my lover, my life, won't you let me be a true wife. Oh God, I'm crying out.... I need you now..., I need you now and I'm crying out!