Monday, April 13, 2015

THIS LETTING GO



She is walking down a road that I cannot follow...it's so hard; this letting go!
So many things that I don't know...
Every conversation feels like a boxing match, can't say anything right...always a fight...only speaking when spoken to. This letting go is so full of pain! 
We once were so close...God this hurts so much 
Never had to wonder what was or wasn't true...Lord I don't know what to do....
Just haven't got a clue! 
Life at times feels like a war, but I've no idea what we're fighting about...
Yes, the little girl inside is gone...and I don't know what wrong I might have done....every question is a nag; 
Tossed aside like a worn out rag...help me Lord, show me the path, don't want another attack...God I want her back!
But I relinquish her totally into Your hands
Because You understand....and because she is more your than me...
Please bring her back to you and make sure she follows your truth! 
May her heart be brought back to you Lord! Make her path in Your way and Your time! Make her first choice You forever! 
May her heart be softened 
that she can always hear Your voice
Thank you Lord for such a gift! 
M. Secord4/15

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